its hard to remember that depression is all chemicals
it has nothing to do with who you are or what you do or what kind of life you lead
depression doesnt know you. it doesnt know your job or your friends. depression isnt set upon you by some malevolent being set on making you miserable. its just your brain. your brain turning against you but it doesnt know its turning against you its just doing its brain things and it doesnt know what its doing wrong.
but its so fragile. youre pumping these other chemicals in there to try to fix yourself and sometimes it makes it worse and sometimes it makes it better but its all just a gamble its all just experiments
its hard to remember that theres nothing anyone has against you. its just chemicals that cant pull themselves together and in that were so alike
(Source: adiostoreadoki-deactivated, via casse)
